chan s back in kl.

we meet up the other day at brj.
we yam cha n talk about stuff.

then to started to raining cats n dogs.

i m so fucking bored.

monday,

i got this temp job.
it was astandard data entry job,
sit in office the whole day.
n i quit the next day.

during an interview today,

your strengths?
mathematical skills

and your weakness?
er kryptonite.

(something i got from reading tom holt's)

a few days ago, there was an article on stepmoms saying: is it wrong for me to hate my stepchildren.

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tehre we go again.
family, n expectations.

granpa had a fall, n broke his pelvis bone.
so aunt went back to visit him, to take care of him
n aunt came back here, upset.

she keeps going on how lazy certain relative is, how uncaring they are, n what they SHOULD do.
'u see A ah, so hardworking, why cant B be like that leh, she never help out at all'
'a normal person should care mah, the parents so old d, they have to care abit ma'
'we all so busy, but they dint even suggest to help'
and alot more la

haiz, cant u understand, not everyone are as hardworking n filial as u r.

she married into our family, n i honestly dont think that she comfortable being in our family here. its his wife, he loves her for being her, n not the helpful housewife that u all expects all wifes to be. n probably, she dont even care much about the ppl here, she s here for him, she married him, not the family. n maybe she dont even like us, n couldnt careless if old gramps kicked the bucket, is it wrong for her to think that way?

furthermore, she isnt mistreating anyone of us here, she s just not as helpful as the rest of the ppl there. if he the husband doesnt mind her being the way she is, so i think we should definitely stop judging her for being a bad wife.

if you think that she needs to do things to be accepted here. then ffs, tell her what to do. complaining it to others n being upset over it wont get thngs done.

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kay, back to 'is it wrong for me to hate my stepchildren'
i d say it s not the 'hating your stepchild' that s wrong.
i think it s the part where u ill treat them thats not right.
then again, who s to judge whats right n wrong.
how can u treat ur biological children n ur step children fairly if u dun like ur steps
n is there anyone to blame for all the complications?
n in the end, who s to blame when ur steps come biting u back ass.

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why be so upset from every trip back to ur hometown....
wat if it was me in the future,

wat if i bring back a wife that never helps out in the house.
wat if i ll grow up n got a job that sucks up so much of my time, n i m never around for anyone.
or wat if i turn out to be an unfilial monster, n left my parents on their own.

would live the rest of your life unhappily whining how uncaring i ve become. n forever be lost in the good old days where i was innocent boy?
would u blame urself for not taking good care of me.
or would u learn to accept what i ve become, and lived happily with youself.


what i m trying to say is,
if happiness is to be found,
by other ppl doing things u expect them to do,
you ll never be satisfied, you can never be happy.
everyone have to find their own happiness within themselves.
they have to be happy with what they are, whre they are.

now do u ppl there think i have a point? or am i just evil?

the com went dead on us for 2 days. 2 FREAKING DAYS.
that s equivalent to NOT reading pages of useless stuff on the net, not gaining 5 level in granado, not being able to dl gigs of porn, n not able to own all you miserable wimps out there in dota!
hell, i was so bored that i wanted to jumped out the balcony just for the kicks. but decided it wasnt a good idea....

instead, i spent the 2 days
reading
helping up in the kitchen
playing a few games of mtg

n watching spiderman 2, the punisher, sweet home alabama, the matrix revolution, wocaiwocaiwocaicaicai, 30 hari mencari cinta.

thts so unproductive!

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