iwanted to write bout how the last day went. but always couldnt get my lazy bum to start writting.

well, b4 he left. he called me in.

wat i think about him, wat i think about the company, who among my colleagues i think were capable.

so i told him wat i thought.
he s an ass set impossible standards. n it is stressing us all.
some take it well, some dont. but one thing is, it s gonna drive us all away.
n no, there isnt anyone from our current pool of talents, that s gonna be okay as his partner.
well, thats the gist of wat i said.
nope, i dint touch much on his attitude. yet.

but seems like he s too kepala batu to take it. he seems proud bout the standard he s been setting. n if other s cant take it. they ll have to leave. n thats their loss.
he gave some advice on my studies, which i somehow already forgoten n tat s it. n said tat he s okay with me. the heck that means.

n the session ended.
n immediately after that. he called my colleagues for a short meeting. with wen n raldy.

n they came out of the backroom looking pretty sour.
n HE left.

things with me n raldy dint really ended that well that day.
he seems to resent me for telling HIM to much.

i know what i said. n if he indeed manipulated my words, n channeled his displeasures for u using me as an scapegoat, he s an ass, which we all know he is. but if u r taking it so personally, n hating my ass for my last words with him. ur an equally sensitive dickhead as he is. n i really couldnt giv a damn.
but at least the ride back together kinda soften things up abit. we joke abit, n we parted with a handshake.

well, that s it for TP
i left with joy. without any regrets. without any resentment.

my day ended with these words playing over n over again:
goodbye to you, goodbye to everything, i thought i knew

thursday, its been 4 days since i left tp.
n i m getting bloody restless.
all i do is just sit at home n play games n watch movies the whole day.


well, someones hired. i wonder what s the new staff like.
this s the staff that looked like lai.
the interview must ve went remarkably well, we even saw him laughing during it.
hope all goes well.

here, pictures of me n all the weird ppl i have to put up with at work

1st lets start off with


ronald, he s my gay fren from burbury, whom i usually asked out for lunch. n he went thro hell of a surgery to look like this.










cr7tiano s from hello, he s bloody smart x skoolmate n a dota noob tat works close by.







this s the leng lui next door.









this s the leng zai next door. who still have a long way ahead of him.









and the auntie next door with a big smile which seldom touch her eyes.







here s wen the chinaman.
he s not like most chinapek, he s actually slightly westernised, he s not rude, n he speaks fluent english...and he likes to grab our ass....








this is not a picture from ju on.
this is daniel (right), n daniel is a young lad with big plans.
he s always there trying to scam us.

we re not as scary as we look....




the guy in the left is insignificant.
the one on the right is gerald. our supervisor.
well, he s not as weird as the rest of us. so this pic is pretty normal. he doesnt camwhore like the rest of us :(

things dint really ended smoothly. and i dun giv a damn bout it.
i m grateful to have u by my side all these while.





n this is me me.
and if u dint noticed,
i m happy.






well, that s about it.

i m still waiting for someone to send me one more pic.
which HE commented:
the pictures are good looking. you are a shining star. i am the sky.

bloody hell, i almost choke when i read tat!
damnit, send me that picture n my testimonial!

i admire my mom for her wisdom, her ethics, and her humility.

and

i admire my dad for his intelligence, his visions, and his determination.

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i m leaving my job soon.

it was suppose to be until tuesday.
but the new guy dint turn on monday,
n i extended my work till sunday.
well, i dint really agreed on it at first.
but parents insisted that i be a responsible staff.
n help out when they need help.
so i did.

anyway, a few guys came over interview over the past few days,
well, we as staff are never join in the interrogation session.
but the moment they walk in, and they asked to see HIM.
i judge them.

are they hardworking?
would they get along well with us?
would they threaten our current positions?

and most importantly
how long will they last over here.

well, since HE is always busy.
i d usually get them to fill up the form.

and i study them more.
how they sit. what do they do after they fill the form.
and how they wait....

and when HE is finally ready to see hiim.

i wish them luck.

there s so much i wanna write about.

bout my talk with parents bout all our egos earlier.

bout movies, bout series i watch. n the emotions felt wathcing it all

bout games i play, n how meaningless it is.

bout work as well, gawd, there s so much bout work. i ll just keep all these for next time

i m taking the plunged, n i m loving it.
i ve submitted my letter. n i gave some chocs away.

n i m leaving soon.
n yes, i m happy.

work isnt really tat bad.
we just have to put my feelings n my ego aside,
nod to everything he say, n take ntg personally.
n once its over, we laugh like mad over his retarded ideas.


anyway, i ve finished the secret.
i m happy. i m grateful.
and i want money.
n i believe tmr is gonna be a good day.