Something happened again in Prodigy.
We was a warm and sunny day. During 1 hour hour break, we went to Sky to have our lunch. But decided that an hour break was not enough (yuen, way n sam needed took much persuasion from me and zt, yup, me and zt are very bad influence), so......we ponteng ed the next two class and went to prodigy.

Er..so we play loh.

Then.
When we were about to leave.

We heard the girl (the one who is in charge of the cc,and theres only one girl there) shout.
You ren fa yang diao (someone is having epilepsy)

The whole cc froze.
Everyone stop what they were doing, and watched....

The guy was on his seat...erm, jumping shall we say, I don't know how else to put it. As his mouth opened, and closed.
It continue for quite sometime as the girl franticly search for something for him to bite.

Then he stoped, and just slumped back on the chair. There was some redish thing coming out of his mouth, probably blood and saliva....

The girl was the only one doing something.
She asked if anyone can get Tar's FAU(first aid unit), since most of us there was tarcians. And asked us to get the poor guy to a more comfortable position. And ask to call for an ambulance. But then, the problem is, no one at that time knew how to say epilepsy, i din't knew either.

The guy woke up after some time. He looked damn cham. He just opened his eyes, and looked around, and made some 'ughhhhhh' sound.........
Then he passed out again.

We left around that time...

My 1 week holiday is almost over. Trials is in 2 weeks time.
Well, it wasn't an eventful holiday. Late nights, and waking up around noon. In fact, all I think i did was sleep dota anime dota sleep with a little studies squeze in between. Simple is'nt it, and I could'nt hope for a better holiday at this time of the year. Just give me a com and my notes and I'd just be happy to locked myself in a room to rot all day long.

Sometimes, it gets lonely.
And I reached for the phone. Well, once, this holiday.

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Anyway, I went cc with the guys few hours ago. Well, the 3 of us dota as usual.
Yuen was on, at home, so 4 of us were in a game.
We got our ass owned.
He complained, and blame ppl.

I wasn't exactly in a good mood, being in a losing game. And his negativity isn't helping either. Don't tell me what went wrong, I don't need to hear aboout it. Tell me what s there to do about it.

I din't said much.
It would'nt help.
And i hope he would just shadup.

until.
he diao yuen. and i had enough. i snaped back.
which wasnt really that harsh. i think...
but it s been quite sometime....since i lost it.
part of me felt like i should apolagise for being rude. the other part of me said he s askign for it.

we continued with the game like nothing happen.
we even went to the mamak to chill b4 going home.
ppl curse, ppl swear, and need something to blame.
after all, it s a game.

songs that i listen to, again and again...
lee hom - kiss goodbye
fish leong - si lu
jolin - dao dai

there s a quite a lee hom fever around me now. or erm, hearing a lot bout him la.
i hear lee hom on zt's car.
then there s this banana gal in our glass, who doesnt know how to write her name, but knows how to write lee hom's
then tom also, emo ing over it coz someone else is a big fan.
and me also....
it reminds me of michele branch's goodbye to you.........

In cit now skipping business class. No, it's not Ho's period, it is Alvin's. But i'll probably be sleeping in his class, so might as well be here.

My house com is having serious problems. Since I last reformat it, i din't bother to install any protection stuff. Well, since i din't have any free software, and was too lazy to search the net or ask some friends for free goodies, i surf, unprotected. So, too much porn, and song dls, must ve screwed my poor com up. Poor thing, my com was already as slow as a kura kura, when it was reformated, now its even slower than a freaking slug. Msn is out of the question, it would never be able to load, the whole com would hang. Well, not that i matter much with onimusha, but stilll, my com is useless now...
So guys, remember to use protection even when your pleasing yourself.

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Omg, I can't believe it. KennySia finished the marathon!!!
Respect la. I actually thought he was outa his mind to took up the challenge. I even thought he would never finished it with a body like that. Not that he is obese or something. But he isn't like those China girls that looks like guys, that looks like girls...
But.
He did it. 42 damn kilometers.

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I've been taking accounting tuition since the holidays the end of last year. Well, ah Yo is too busy covering our syllabus (how to spell ar) that he sometimes din't realise, most of us are still clueless about what he was talking for the past month. Which isn't exactly his fault...
Anyway. it kinda sucks to have two teachers, on the different sides, teaching the different things, and making assumption on the other teacher based on what students tell them, which is most of the time, biased.

Well, he might be wrong, but at least, respect him lah. He change quite a lot already. He doesnt have horrible mood swings, he does'nt diao ppl for no reason anymore, and seldom tell lame jokes liao.
I hate it when ppl diao him during the tuitions loh.

He is ignorant of the errors he is teaching...
And he is stuborn.
Now, the problem is, how do we tell him that.

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In dota there 's a few overcommonly used terms.
owning, unstopable, combo whore, godlike.

During tuition yesterday, we were bored and tired. And we came up with something.
We point at each other saying things like.
stoning, stonable, stone whore....and beyong stonelike.
-.-'

i m too damn pissed to sleep.
i got home, and i continued dotaing.
till now. its 5am now
i m reading fuckstress.blogspot.com
despite all the profanities. i like the blog
after reading it. the world seems even more fucked up.
and i feel like fucking everybody
no not sex. fuck as in screw their lifes upside down. make them miserable.
fuck them all

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i blew my nose. it isnt like the usual transparent watery kind of mucus.
it s yellow green. sticky n gooey kind slime. nose shit that i ve been sucking back for the whole day while dotaing today. ah, it feels much better now. i m breathing clearly now

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now. there s this girl. thati know...not that well. which i would really like to know more.... and i dont really how i felt about her. it gets more complicated when i try to make something out of it. and now i gather that she doesnt seems interested. and i m feeeling even more....i dont know what.................
and i really don know what i shoul do...
i feel like just leaving it at this.
and do nothing no more............

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6 now. i still feel like diao ing the whole world.
hurray, mr s ho class is at 8. ah, good time to sleep. well, at least present right. yes. i ll be there to give him some face. other say they ll be there to give him a second chance. to see wheter was he really still that bad. well, i think its bullshit. what the fuck does he neeeds a second chance for. he is our lecturer. we are stuck with him. like it or not. n i dun really find him that bad. why cant they just stop complaining and start living what they have, n make the best out of it.

the constant down putting talks on lecturer n classmates are wearing me off....i dont fucking wish to hear anymore of it. and being a busyybody asking about bad stuff is worst than that....well unless i willingly tell them of course.

ok, i really should shut the fuck up now.
good morning.
i m off to sleep.

Fuck, i lost my wallet. In Prodigy, the cc in TBR. mcb. there goes my ic. driving license, maybank card, student id, lrt card, and bloody cash. some fucktard must ve pick pocketed me while we were holy shitting away. well. i did noticed some small kid behind me. but never gave it much thought. probably just another fucker admiring how pro i m. cb la. now damn bengang lo.
go find something worthwhile to do la. be a gigolo, u satisfy ppl, u also happy. n u ll earn much more then stealing stuff from a poor ass like me.
i fucking wish whoever took it have have such miserabble life that he wish he was dead. and die a wtf kind of pitiful final destination death. and get stuck in hell for eternity.
but pls la. take the damn cash n dump all the plastic stuff somewhere lah.
it ll save me a hell load of trouble.
and
and the wallet too. for fuck sakes, it was a gift for my bday and it means something to me.

fuck la, today was the last day of promotion there. cheaper rates.
so i play my ass off lo. 5 oclock went there. play till dinner time. had a super lousy sinchow kuey tiao. dun ask me why i ordered that. it fucking sucks, and i din finish it. then we were back dotaing again. till 11. just about when i was about to go. that s when i realise it.
fuck
why me?
damn pissed

oh yea, thanks mom for understanding n for not screaming at me...