i was on my way out of klcc, walking towards the lrt.

just down the stairs, there was this man with a donation box in his hand. he just stood there, without moving, he had his head slightly bowed, his gaze never leaving the ground. he seems really miserable, and i truely sympatise him, but there s all to it. i walk pass him, blindly.

a few steps away.

i came acorss two guys with guitars, singing. in front of them was a guitar box littered with cash. i stared, and i smiled slightly to them as i walked pass them.
then, i stoped, and i turned back....

'knock, knock, knocking on heavans door...' he sang.

i have a habit of switching channels during the ads.
half way between yesterday s tru calling,
i saw, a reporter and a field of young adults behind him. they smiled, they all do, smiles that says they were estatic be on the camera, to be part of the event. to be the puteras.
they smiles as the camera men handed the mic to one of them, the one with the mic smiled as he talked, and he smile while he pause for the reporter to ask. the flash of his teeth seems to be the look of those that would smile when they dont know anything, and hoping that the grin of them could charm the way through. and those by the side seems to be trying to push their way into the camera, smilling all the way. smiles that says, they are all too young.
it s just so gay.

and after pak lah s speech. they cheered, hidup melayu.

i remember that i once took a online test, on morality.
there was a question, it goes something like this.

do you think it is WRONG to erm...fuck a dead chicken?

i m like, okay, thats sick....but is it wrong? the chicken is dead, so it s not like you are hurting it or anything right? well, maybe if u get some kind of weird disease, that d be bad...but it doesnt really matter, coz ur probably pretty sick to fuck a hen.
which reminds me, there s once in 'the practice', this guy had a fetish, like, he get 'high' seeing ppl step on bugs...so, he has a little problem, doesnt everyone? it s just like, is sm wrong, being or homo wrong, heck, i even heard that some ppl get turned on by ppl peeing on them.

gross, but i dont think it s wrong loh. as long as it isnt harming someone...or something else...well, maybe not for the case for the bug crushing. and as long as the other party is OKAY doing it....it s not wrong....well, i dont think it is.

which kinda leads a few more question.

is it wrong to do 'things' to a live animal.
YES, i think it is, comon lah, pity the goat, or whatever

what about dead human being.
well, in this case it s not like it s feeling anything....or maybe it does...oo spooky.
but i still think it s wrong. give the poor thing some respect lah, go find someone alive lah.

that s it, come on, say something ppl, what do you all think?
as for me, i think i m gonna puke...