actually, ppl around do care, but it s them that keep pushing ppl away, and they complain that they are lonely...
take a close look around.

so fast, high skool ended, just passed winter solstice, shorter nights and longer days. christmas s coming, n soon, a new year. a new phase of life, not that there s much diference from now, still in the same area, and the same down to earth ppl.

been spending more time with the family lately.
and we talked.

recieved the class magazine. thinking back bout those days, brought a slight smile to my face, and some sour memories.

i hate the bikes downstairs....damn nosiy. i like the morning, i seems to be waking up early. some ppl started working, some are continueing with their studies soon. and alot more just vanished from my life.

now wherer shoulde i start

yeah, the exams.
bio was horrible, kimia was better, n fizik was the errr...not best lah, but better than chem. for the paper 3, both bio n chem, i gave up, n walk out the door. but if its hard...proably the most of m'siia would also be feeling so lah...so maybe still got chance ge
just hope lah. erm, i think all of the objectives papers were kinda easy...all the sains sub n sej, est n so on. compare to the trails or others exercises, when i was doing the spm's objective, i ws like, hey , i actually know how to do this...n this n this...but when essays qns come leh, not good lo.
but what i m most worried about is the bm n chinse essay. i got, teck pei, vanessa n wenxuan sitting around. but they arent the problem lah, it s i just think i really sucks at essay wirtting. the eng essay was much better, i worte a story. the title was, essasy must end with everyone laughing...or something like that. get wat i mean. i remembered i spend a damn long time thinking of what to write. the show white chick, i watch it recently (at that time) and it came to my mind. god i love that show. can fight with scary movie also. i think i actually kinda like all this black homour...black man homour...n jays one also lah. well...and so..i writed something about that have to do with twins loh, but hardly any comedy lo. well, one of the great things bout writting stories are, u can just write and write...write alot i mean. n when time is almost up, just go to the ending...well...the plot sux tthis way, but still, at least i d be able to past the word limit lo. oh yeah, another things is, this essay is supose to end with somethig funny or so, i m afraid that the examiner would read the ending, and dun find it funny...very cold. okay, enough of eng, sej, the essay, when i recieve the paper, i was like, daiva is god...well, hampir lah. tq anyway, just hope i dun screwed up. moral was full of shit, and i writed a few papers of bullshit. wat else leh. cant tihnk of any liao.

gotta really thank the muslim for the raya holidays.

kinda worried bout yuen speed...

i had a very hard time sleeping for those 2 months. and my whole system is going haywire. during the raya, i was waking up at 11, after eating breakfast, go back to sleep till 2 or 3, than wake up n eat lunch.

somewhere during the raya days also, went to cc n play....coz ntg to play, join they all play gb loh...
and that really sux. i went home, and dl the game...n i was fucking adicted to it. i actually even play through the morning, only to say....wtf m i doing, i should be sleeping.........................................and than even now, i really cant believe that i m playing such a lame game. but....i m playing it..

thats it for now. back to gb....