tomorow wanna see show, but cant find anybody le, mostly all seen liao, sob..
n morning also got form 1 orientasi, and i need to be there, for wat i still dunno...probably just stand there n look like idiot.
hair long liao, not that i wanna keep, but just lazy go cut, dunno pn soong will say le if see me, giv bad image to the newcomers. bah.
simon ask wanna go yam cha now...dunno le, wanan play ro le...

funny, it dint rain today, but i saw a rainbow.

5 hours of sleep. well, still surviving.
finish reading book liao, n no com to play,would probably take a nap later.
so sien~~

watch the sound of music yesterda. man, really am watching alota old clasics shows. not that i really like it.erm, n not that i hate it la. was just free at that time, n the show is rather amusing.
brought back alot of memory lo. haha, i still remember some of the lyrics of the do re mi song. i like them when i was still small, sing now , die lo, ppl would be throwing stones at me.
the starting of the show makes me think of valkyrie profile. nice scenary, - my aunt say, but all in my mind was...a river lo, another mountain lo, pine forst, tiu, malaysia got rain forest, the show got meh - and the church, n bells? nah, thats in the game.
troout the whole show, everybody could sing. the part where the old 'mother' sing was, suprising. musicals was probably the in - thing back than. sob, my ears hurts.
the wedding part reminds of the, the me n bao bao thing. to think of it now. it just seems foolish n funny.
the yougest child there give me the impresion of one of my clasmate. slightly chubby, short n small. cute ^^

there was this visa card (or credit card) advertisment - new putter, new putter, priceless wan- throughout the whole show. proabably a big sponser or something. coz it was always the 1st ad at a comercial break.
one min i was staring at maria, n the next is a cute bald - not bald, just short - man, with a very china man looks. i like that ad, the way he smile in the end, with those slity eyes. priceless.

dunno wat else to write. everything is bout show i see. here s another wan.
the kids choice award. bah,watching more n more wuliao shows.
wtf, there is an award of best fart? (that scobby doo guy got it)
justin timberlake was one of the performers, i just hate him. i hate the way he dance - but i have to admit it s good - , the way he look - although part of me is telling he does look cool - , the way he sings~~ this i really hate.~~ i m sry, you just probably resemble someone i dont really like.
the rock was there, but i aint that suprise, most of his act are meant of kids anyway.
frankie muniz hilarry duff won a award - it just look like a toy -, cool, at least them, i like.
too lazy to continue watching it, it is stressing watching this kind of shows. the fear of dozzing off any min.

and here i am scratching~

seems like almost every year there is someone going. there was jian zhi in few years back. straight forward and outgoing.
in form 3, big show, the biggest guy in our skool left. he went to some boarding skool somewhere close to genting, not quite sure. saw him during the holidays at kasturi though. said hi ^^

and now, heard bout rk moving from awc's blog. yeah, i was shock too, and kinda..sad.
well, i dont really mix much with you lately, but i still think of you as a friend.
haha, and i kinda admire you in a way.
i am gonna miss you, hope to keep in touch.

summer would be ending soon...

oh well, go cc with vin and dont see the show. nvm la, still got other time.
i and tried to walk up again. but just couldnt do it. still, after so long. bah, doesnt matter how anoying he could be, wish that simon was there to keep me company.

so many shows to watch yesterday,
one chanel got needing you, andy n sammi that one. although seen before, still really like it.
the other one le, got show me thoe money, missing you something. kinda stupid, still nice lo. that tuk tuk arr, so stupid lo, really wanna shake him up and just tell him just to go for it!!!

and in the end, i ended up missing you.

later got miss world to see also. see for awhile, not really interested, so go play ro.

play till 4, n today i was having headache during tuition. my head keep on ringing, n it hurts.

tomolo xmas eve liao, maybe going to folow kent they all go see show. but dunno le, feel kinda meaningless to see show n go home. i still wanna play le. i dont really like being with them...

yuen has left for genting liao, so sien, dunno what to do now.
he'll probably be back by christmas, well have fun.

my aunt boss's family had a encounter with a snatch thieves. they live in bandar utama. it happened around 8, boss daugther around 21 drove home. she got out of the car, saw a man, walking quickly towards her, she must have suspect somehting, she hurried back into the car and lock it.

that man, he walked up the car. and started to hit to the car window with some sorta knuckle or something with a sharp edge. she hon the car. after smashing the window. he reach in and grab the girls handbag from the pasenger seat. she in turn, hold on the bag, and the erm, pull. what a brave girl i would say. the last time she was snatch, she took off her shoes and threw it. so they strugle for awhile, than the man punch her, - i heard her face was red from that- and she, erm..punch back.

her brother who was in the house came out, finally. the theive ran, i m not sure if he got the back onot. but he ran, and the brother chased after him. i heard he had some kind of limp from a earlier accident, the theive i mean. the brother caught up to him, and they went down together. he punched the theive, alot of times. he knew tae kwon do. the thieve keep strugling to get away. but the brother held the man arms behind him and sat and him. he said later that he was going to break the mans arms if he still keep on strugling, he also said the man arms was, slipery. the girl ran up, and sat on the man butt.

the neighbours must have heard her horning just now and was out. a man came over, with his raket, and wack the theive. till it broke. others came and join in to kick...women folks just stood around and watch. by the time the police came. he was covered in blood, alive though. poor theive, the place had alot of cases, and how unlucky for him to get caught, with everyone at their boiling point...i would say he deserve it!

the blues took him away. and the rest went over to make launch report. the polices said that man had been caught by the police alot of time. most of the time just as a suspect whenever there was some cases. no prof though. well, they finaly aught him. they said he proabbly be jail for 4-5 years. they also suspect that he was not alone, that somebody was there also, because the theive did scream tolong tolong, and they saw soemone ride off with a motor earlier.

the theive family came over. and pleaded for them to forgive thier son (20+ only). the family - mother who was crying the whole time who sells nasi lemak, father..dunno, another brother who was working, and a neighbour chinese man- said the son was a good boy, until mixing with the wrong frens. he started taking drugs and stole things from the house. they plan to send him to rehab, and was willin to pay for the damages.
the daughter wasnt in but she acepted 200 and droped the charges.

later, she went to the station and wanted to drop the charges. but ended up being lectured by the police officer, erm, just short of scolding i think. she changed her mind.
they recieve calls from the theive family the next few days, begging, harrasing...

i was there at mun yee on sat, i wait n wait, sohai,
where the fuck where u all, isnt it supose to be at 10.45?? did i get the wrong msg?
i left to enet to shoot some shit out...

twins, or me at least...
whats the pont of being the same,
just another clone, doing the same things,
we wanna be diferent, taking diferent paths, which lead to diferent endings.
comepetition is meaningless, its like competing against urself.
and so we avoid each other, ignore each other...

dint hav time to post yesterday, so here goes...

same ol tuition with yuen n kelvin. lazy to go in details, you all probably know la.
oh, on the way back, lt vanesa they all were guessing on which was me n yuen. you all did guess right, sadly to say, we lied :p

after sometime we reach home. mom called, to say there was a rainbow outside. - they wrent far away-
i stood at the balcony n saw it the bow. it was pretty clear, and almost all of its colours were visble.

well, nice.

its raining, heavily, and i dunno wheter to laugh or to weep.
well, it could be used for another excuse to skip tuition. but the problem is ive been ponteng tuition alota timesd liao,
and mom probably will go mad if she learns that i m busy tomorow and cant go to tuition...

neway, there was the mtv awards yesterday, and thoughts...

mm...christina still shakes better than britney, madona was just there for a kiss.

black rulez, my god, its all BLACK! yikes, 50 cent la, beyonce la, missy la...sigh...white dying liao...erm, eminem not iguess...

justin and 50 cents, whenever they are nominated, others dun stand a chance liao, i keep going NOOOOooooooo, not again..

eminem looks sooo cute, he was wearing this glass, and for once without his cap-although he put it on later- he look...smart.

i wanna cry liao, good charlotte won a award. finally, soo happy.

and finally there was a performance by coldplay...yay
the performance by beyonce was...cut. having problem with our local gua..

the presenters, avril was just there to stand, k. osborn was there to shout, jack black looked like a fool.

we were in s n m today before tuition. boon siong bought a dragon ball model. gosh, havent he outgrown it all???
colectiong models is something, gundams are cool, ff, eva also, n of coz pretty gals. but...dargon ball? where ppl hairs turn yellow n starts flying up...ugh
i used to hav a couple of gundam models, until magic came in. i still kinda like them though, but cash...

later, we were talking if it was original or not...
i was, speechless. does it even matter if it is? or isnt? i mean, wat diference would it make?
talking bout original stuff...i hardly care. as long as it is usable, i would go for the fakes. not everything, mind.
but some ppl, i just think its crazy. they buy the original cd of their favourite artist, and put it for display. then they go n buy the same cd again, only that its pirated, to listen...when i ask y? they say i dun want to ruin the original one...
some, not that crazy...but still weird - i dun buy pirated cd, but i do borow them and see.
it's understandable if you are just avoiding police and stuff. but it would be weird if he is doing this to suport originals, wats the damn point.

sienzz....
thinking la, dreaming la...
typing everything just to erase everything again.
thinking of things to say, and things that i'll never say, and those that i'll never get to say.
things i planed to do, and those i've forgot.
sighing, it just get worse...

playing that ol blurry song again......

darn, i miss her so...

ayo...wake up late lo, 11++
cause i was busy during the week, postpon my tuition to sunday...
so after wake up, go n check the tuition timetable, to see wat class there is...
only to realise that sundays tution start at 10+
omg, miss 2 lessons liao...hurry hurry took breakfast n a bath.
still in time for the 12 oclock wan....

not that big thing la, i myself also erm...kinda lazy lo...

i was still yawning through out the classs.........

man, i m watching the king and i right now...
now s the part bout old house somehting...
omg, i m seeing ghost, dancers jumpping up and down like those chinese vampires, and they...are pale.
plus those chants, how hauting.
bout the king, gawd, they make him soooo childis and stuborn. just like a child, and anna the pretty ol saviour.
the thais wouldnt be happy seeing it...

my wound, it greys, it fades
it left a scar, small but deep, it would fade, eventualy.
but it worries me....

how long before it reopens.
before blood started gushing out. before it starts burning.
it would itch, and the more i scract, the more it deepens, and it would, hurt again.

in the past, i've tried to ignore it, ignore the pain.
it work pretty well for sometime, until i realise that it wouldnt heal by itself.
then, finally, i've found the guts to take the medicine. somehow, i knew it would be bitter, and hopefully the bitterness will overshadow my pain.
but to my dismay, nothing happen, it wasnt bitter, nor was it sour. it was nothing.

somehow, ive learned to accept that wound. i would never find the cause, i would never find the cure
it would never cure, so i learned to acept it as just it is. the pain and everything.
i cried, i wept, and i smiled. the days would be brighter.

dad took his com, so sien...
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i was sick the last few days, nothing painful, just...anoying...
my nose is running lke a tap, n toilet paper is being used like water.
my mouth n lips feel dry every minute, ive drank gallons of water but it still does help quenc the thrist, n i keep pee-ing.
n my head feel heavy...
parents keep on telling me cause ive strain myself to mcuh,duh
depsite how much i hate listening to it,but the are probably right,
i slept at 3 last nigh..

the town was quite during the rayas, my part of town at least.
and my parents were home for the most of the week, quite frustrating somtimes, being watch, but nvm la, they are my parents.

anyway, after raya, well, still quite. all of the shop assitants had cabut off. and it'll probably be sometime before others came and are used to it....i had to work...*groan*

its just small retail shop, mainly based on selling stationary. but with a small touch of tidbits and junkfood, and a section on gifts, some it stuff,and some other simple photostat n binding servis. erm, just a lot of hthings
there were flowers earlier too, but wasnt doing that well, so it was just left there to rot...erm, oh,plastic dun rot...

i was the cashier so that mom could do some other more importand work, and dad was out most of the time with other business. but luckily mom still there to help out in difucult situations.

i hate being in the front, meeting customers...
probably one of the reasons is because i m having this lauguge problems. i m in a malay area, n i could barely converse well in it. futuremore, its even harder to understand wat they are saying, they'll be talking so fast, that i can hardly catch a word, i m just not used to the way of them speaking, come to think of it, when was the last time i actually talk casual malay to a someone. and i'll be like a fool, asking huh? wat? pardon?
in my heart, i was cursing, yiweizigaiholanying, tuiniasing, uknowwatthefuckimsaying,hamkaling,hamkaling.....

phew, feeling very lega...haha
at the til, there are some simple things that hav to be done, erm, whch most of the times cause some problems to the customers. rules rules...hai, i'll just skip this part...

its sometimes, pretty cute, seeing small kids, for the smaller ones, lets say below 6.some passing by, would be pulling the parents to go in, n the parents would be pulling them to go...some in the shop will be saying i wan this i wan that...
and when they are on ,when you are packing the things into the bag, they keep staring at u asif u are not gonna return it to them.
teens mostly are quite nice, when they just come and go without much hassle. in groups, they would around craking jokes, talking n having fun.
then adults, some are quite ok. those who work in the office mostly would want things fast, and could sometimes stirr some problems. old ones, gawd, sometimes they could get sooooooo bullheaded. such a pain.
XD i m always happy seeing kids walking in.

for chinese, there seldom are any though, the children would say i want this, and would most of the time be replied with a sharp no...and from most of the stories i heard, they are very picky...

ocasionaly, there are some arabs, from wat i feel, i think that they very chuan....dunno la...

once, i heard my parents say, they saw someone child stole something, and when they told their parents, dunno wat happen la, they say, we muslim dun tell lies. WTF!!!

there was a girl on the mon cari job, man, she actually had to ask three times b4 i could i understood clearly wat she wants. i directe her to my mom...
thank god, i cried.......soon dun hav to work liao, but not yet, sigh...

erm... oh ya, cuit really does helps when a customers says thank you