the underworld.
quite a nice show. about vampires war-ing with some kind of werewolf like creatures call lycans
then a vamp fall in love with one, and all rules are broken....
man, kate beckinsale are so coool with those guns.
wonder if it'll reach our shores. blade was ban, just hope this wont be...

dracula? bah...
bloodsuckers. in this times, they arent the old vampires people used to fear anymore.
for the new generation, vampires probably some cool guys in black with superhuman powers.
just like blade and the underworld.
now, instead of fearing vamps, everybody probably wishing to be a vampire.

about christopher lee, that old saruman in lotr.
founded some stuff on him,
whoa, could hardly believe it. i dint know he was such a famous actor,
famous for acting in horor movies such as dracula, frankenstein, sleepy halow and many more
and i was like, that old man wo...

sigh, really dont know what to do with all this forward mail.

some of them goes like this...
blablabla
send this to 10 or more person or your love life will be doom...
err...in this case, i am doom doom doom lo...

some others goes like this...
look at the picture for 5 min, close your eyes and you'll see god...
err...i see nothing wan...

some went like that...
a few distorted pics of bush...
a few twisted pics of sadam...
and a few gross pics of celebrities...
now, this is amazing, pretty gals with the head of some ol hag, pretty boys of the body of emm....

and some end like this...
> >I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I
> >went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was
> >exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.
> >She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her
> >hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her
> >chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been
> >changedforever.

damn, just been rip!!!!
how it hurts, when we see someone as a friend, and we're just being kind lending something to them, for them to enjoy it too...and they dont return it. saying i like it too...
it was in RO, just a game...fuck him, he actually had to guts to say, i sold it.

i just cant seems to get it outa my mind,
too naive, too stupid, grow up man....
it just keep ringing.

omg, just stumlbe across someone blog with that blurry song...
everything so blurryyyyyyy...
gawd, i love that song, that bitch too for liking that song. hell, now i going crazy liao

added song to my blog liao. yay

ayo, dad mad liao...haha, been playing since morning.
after lunch saw masters and comander, whcih dad was longing to see since we bougth the vcd yesterday.
well, he is facinated over all kind of war movies. hai...something that he fancy since he was a kid, but never get to see gua...he actually saw a old lousy film a few days back that was on tv, i was going. man, that show probably was more than 50 years ago, two towers much much more better la...
on masters and comander, gawd, it sucks. our cd was a pirated one of course, but hell, the camera was crooked the whole time, the sounds so muffled that you can hardly hear a word clearly, errr...i also remembered seeing a head at the begining, audience head. the show so sien...whole day seeing the ship rocking up, rocking down, only the end got a fight only...the show is on leadership gua.
after that continue playing the com...than dad get mad liao, saying what spend whole time at computer bla bla....
but what else would i want to do wo, book also finish liao, said want surf net read stuff...
too damn stubborn to see anything gua, said he dun want to see me on the com anymore...sigh, and kept his com liao...

parents went out walk walk gua, and now i am here blogging...


hehe, kinda like this song lately.

Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

so free, writting bout last last sunday.
visited uncle franky they all. for my parents public relation sake.
i dont believe i've seen any of them before, probably when i am smal, but i dont remember i thing.
their house wa, wow...all chinese antique, chairs and table made of solid timber. err...i little uncomfartable...
parents chit chat...cousin open ps2 for us to play, they got back to their own work...
we had dinner later...
three cousins were present...two dunno gone where.
elder sis, always seems to purse her mouth to a rosebud...curently in tar
their youngest son, same age...kinda retarded he seems, with mouth haning open most of the time, but semehow, still looks sharp, n isnt shy.
youngest daughter, form 2 i think, just a small little pretty face.
franky n wife, seems straight forward, n confident...

we havent brought up anything on amway or insurance yet...

so sien...writing rubish liao...
ponteng the last two periods of tuition.
went home, open com,
wtf, penril under servis...
sien lo this afternoon...

a few quiziessss...


avoidant


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finish the green mile, the space shot came into my mind.

in block e, del was the only 'person' while john came in...and he waited...
when we reach there, the ride wasnt open yet. just seeing mantainece ppl testing the thingy...we wondered around...

del's turn, watching him walking down the ol green mile...a horible death.
the mist thicken. so thick that the people who goes up are barely visible. everythings fine...until they scream...*smile* fun.

walking down the green mile...i am walking, oh god the green mile is so long....
so was the que...loong, at least shorter than usual bcoz it was still early. the mist has cleared.

prayer...than into the room...n the witness...the only thing they see is the way you walk...

legs and arms tied to old sparky...

than down come the the black hood n the metal cap...
just like our safety...'belts'...

bla bla, you are condemn to bla bla...god save us bla bla...
hearing jokes from friends just before we go, remembered hearing hokien calls to hit the guy beside in mid air.

'roll call one' a low humming sound, the lights lightn up...electricity...
we rise...above everything else...that was the most scariest part of all. so high, and not moving, as if time itself has frozen...anytime now...anytime...

'roll call two'

i was flying...

whole day playing RO, now a merchant
just like they said all along...iits tough being in the retailing business...

depends in what u are in...some only gain 10% of the sales they make...
and if something is stolen...how many do they hav to sell to make up with the losts...
staffs...they come and they go, they never stay, most of the time, they're just too damn stupid to get anything done...thats wat -they said...
and wats painful is the long working hours...they hardly have time...
customers, you love them, you hate them...its sometime hard to believe how pain in the ass they can be.
seasons, there's always pick seasons, and cold seasons...and freezing ones...
sigh...i'll get back to everythign later...lazy liao

yesterday, yeah, most of my blogs are a day late. no time le...
anyway, about yesterday, since business would be terible during the weekends, plus the holidays and puasa which only make things worse. parents took a day off. we had some sort of mini spring cleaning, just to get the house to look neater, we was grumblign most of the time, making silly jokes bout how they only order without doing any actual work, but everyone did their part. nothing much, changing the sheets, clear some trash n so on.

we had diner outside, how long was is...since the 5 of us were out, for just a simple dinner....
it was still raining on the way back, everything beyond the screen was hazy...
splashing water as the our pass...i used to like seeing that, when i was still small.
water, splashing high on both side of the car, like some sorcery at work.
beautiful, as i seldom had chance to see water...err, in motion.
the streets were quiet at that time. with little trafic..speeded across...

tthere was a black out during the night.
i was watching smallvile when suddenly everything all the lights go bob, n the a split sec later, the tv.
posibly it was superman doing something...stupid
anyway, our whole apt was dark, hearing some cries...of frustration probably, from some of loud teens.
peaceful, away from everything. just standing at the balcony...looking out...
all was black, ours, the oposite, and as far as all the blocks in my sight...
but there was still light, from apt n the street lights soem place faaar away...at least the whole city wasnt dark.
the sky was black as usual, but with some shades of red, almost purple. ocasionally, flashes of lightning.
either aaron or adrian, one of them shoned their torch at me, i waved back...

we watch the two towers. my third time, thier 1st time...
the sky wept again during the arwen scene...

despite everything, i still like being at home alone.

it rains, even now.

Poseidon


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closer i think...

the sky was grey, it rained.
been raining since evening, the sky was dark before it should.
until now, past twelve...
gazed out of the balcony, no. its still drizzling,
probably untill the next morning,
but hopefully, there'll be sunshine...

You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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mmm.....i dun really think so..

tuition started, something to fill my holidays at least, but feels like throwing my holidays away, by not playing...dad would probably be saying that i m foolish now...but tuition isnt all that bad, the days would be too empty without it
not much thoughts about it tuition...most of the teachers are ok i guess...except for the maths class i am in...
sw, an indian man, so loud that you probably be blown away sitting in the front. damn him, the way he see's the students...like we are some brain dead idiots. the way he keep using the term children; think boy think; girl, use your brains....snaping back at us for no good reasons...
gawd, i know we are slow, but, its ur fucking part of the job to bear with us...

went to genting for a couple of days, mmm...nothing much, met some old freinds, and misss some.
a cold trip, chilly, but refreshing.

guess most genting is about gambling, the theme park sux, sunway is much better. as teens, nothing else to do but to gamble in the apt.
some just to keep losing...wonder how many did comited suicide there...

got to know lot more bout the ppl around...gosips, secrets, freinds...somehow, things look uglier...

whoa...long time liao, a lot of catching up to do

results...
quite happy lo...improved...err...not really...
if it was total marks instead of As...even those 3 or 4 places behind me also win me...
parents wernt very pleased that all of my sciences and study subject were at the borderline...

boon siong bday fell on 28 okt,
hehe, dint have to think hard bout his present, just give him things of his idol
gave him a wind chime, glued with a SHE pic...hehe, he like it!!
we also gave him a card signed by the whole class, some other she poster...

aww...they crazy...went s n m...normaly ppl, spend hours buying cloaths.
but they, aww...spended hours walking round n round hunting for she n jay cds...wanting to collect all their cds...
comparing prices la, design la...ayo...

and dint buy a damn thing in the end...

on my ad maths project...sigh...all the penganalan, perbincangan n megenal pasti masalah they gave me had mistakes ...
had to do, ermm...copy all over again...
poor kim wai n yeeyee, busy of request to design covers n other pages...
finally finish it liao...

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there was a football competition among classes
yuen class funny la...qing xiong b goalkeeper....just stand there wastch ball go in...
yuen le, he kicked...but the ball dint move wan...pai se...

su ann class...
it was a wonderful sight, across the field, 4A (i think) were all in their football jersy. while su ann they all, a weird combination of our sports shirt, home cloaths and lots more...colourful
peep! the game start with thier oponents opening the ball. and a goal in less than 5 minutes...
they lost badly...but after everything ended, their oponent were disqualified...for bringing in outsiders...mmm..

our class s2
oponent scored a goal...
kai lun n ah tiong scored one oso...
then time up liao..penalty time...we won...
kelvin looked disapointed...sry...

second round...against s3
they were good, with yong jie, previn, chee wah, n that 4a guy...han rong, our gk couldnt really do much about that...
rui kang sprained in leg(i think), medics came to the rescue...
couldnt bare to wathch, our team very ugly...s3 had three goals liao...i left...

s3 proceded to the finals, n won the game

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going back after cc...saw wei ye...he ponteng tuition gua...we went up the same bus...
n saw yongshen, in his working outfit, violet, who always seems to going home late, and yee yee also...
later heard from wai kit that he also saw me...busy busy...

last day...
very empty le...even fewer came today...me, n most of us played basketball the whole day...
sidang majalah were busy of course...they seems...late...need to wait till next year le...
pp le, busy on finacial problems...n on the new t shirt also...i myself oso in deep shit...
the whole class was empty most of the time except for chee siong, pei yee and wen xuan with thier project...
in cc, yawgmoth n freyalise lost to gerrad and rith...sia sui...